So you want to lose with dignity? up to you.

Allah and goodness will win. I feel it will come soon.

I know, this is not his money, so that he doesn't care if your country lose your money. This is your country's money. Is it what you want? really?

Just think twice, and let us win.

On the name of Allah

Goodness is above everything.

Now it is crystal clear who is bad and wrong.

Saling Mengingatkan

Ternyata ngelola perusahaan multinational company itu challenging tapi seru ya.

Sesederhana isu people behaviour aja, ternyata impactnya bisa kemana-mana. But I learn to Husnudzon. Allah kan ga menjanjikan kebahagiaan di dunia. Even Allah ngingetin kita kalau kita itu terlahir dalam kerugian. Oleh karena itu tugas kita adalah saling mengingatkan dalam kebaikan. Jadi kalau ada yang menurut kita kurang pas, ya di-ingatkan. Kalau ada yang ritmenya ketinggalan, ya di-ingatkan. Dengan begitu, kita bisa berlari sambil belajar bersama, tanpa ada yang ketinggalan. Dengan begitu, tujuan lebih cepat tercapai tanpa ada konflik yang berarti.

Ternyata se-sederhana mengingatkan ya kata kuncinya. Dan husnudzon.

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Are you sure want to continue this genocide? Just wait. It will not take longer when our world know who is the real super power. Just a the one who have a pure heart will win. I believe it. :) 

Benang - benang kusut konflik dunia

Biasanya, saya menulis di sini karena ada hasrat untuk menulis. Tapi kali ini... ingin menulis saja. Sekalian bertanya-tanya, ujungnya ke mana? Apa sebenarnya China sudah tahu kalau akan ada ethnic cleansing di sana sehingga mereka putuskan untuk menyerang semua negara dengan virus tersebut agar perekonomian "lawan mereka" lumpuh? Tapi kalau iya, kenapa? Sebatas hubungan kemanusiaan? Tapi kalau bicara tentang kemanusiaan, jumlah orang meninggal akibat ini semua berjuta-juta lebih banyak. Kalau bukan karena kemanusiaan, karena apa? Apa ini benar-benar hanya karena minyak? Segitu rendahnya kah martabat orang-orang pemilik kekuasaan yang menghalalkan segala cara hanya untuk minyak? 

USD  160 milyar --> 0 nya ada... 15 --> ~3000 trilyun minyak dari 8000 trilyun gas!

itukah harga manusia hidup?

Akan ada kuasa Tuhan yang tidak terlihat. Berapa uang yang kalian sudah habiskan huh?

Aku hanya berdoa, semoga penguasa-penguasa kalap mata itu dilembutkan hatinya. Mereka pikir itu akan membantu dunia dan menguatkan power mereka. Seolah-olah di tangan merekalah dunia ini tergantung. Padahal sekali-kali tidak. Hanya Tuhan tempat ku bergantung. Sudah banyak cerita-cerita 

Fir'aun terdahulu. Adam turun ke bumi 6000 tahun sebelum masehi. Kisah tentang murkanya Tuhan itu memang tidak setiap tahun. Mungkin hanya 2 x? Ketika banjir bandang yang tingginya sampai setengah gunung di zaman nabi nuh, dan ketika Musa membelah lautan lalu Fir'aun dan sekutu-sekutunya tenggelam. Kejadian nabi Nuh itu mungkin sekitar 4000 SM, nabi musa 1500 SM. Ada jarak 2500 SM di antara dua kejadian besar yang disebabkan oleh murkanya Tuhan. Kenapa mereka tidak belajar? Apa mereka lebih percaya kepada Dajjal?

Aku tidak berdoa agar mereka terjatuh. Tapi aku berdoa, agar mereka dilembutkan hatinya. Bukan demi mereka, tapi demi rakyat mereka yang pajaknya dipakai untuk hal yang sia-sia.

Semoga mereka dilembutkan hatinya, agar tidak lahir generasi pembenci, seperti yang sudah terlihat saat ini. Generasi yang tidak mengerti indah dan damainya dunia karena brainwash yang tidak masuk akal. Generasi ini akan membunuh dan menggerogoti tubuh mereka sendiri. Apa yang diharapkan dari generasi pembenci seperti itu? Negara itu akan mati karena orang-orang mereka sendiri? Apa mereka memang mau seperti itu? Bahkan negara superpower pun akan mati hanya karena orang-orang bodoh seperti itu. Tidak akan ada lagi event-event olahraga yang menyatukan dunia. Karena semua tidak lagi sama. Jadi sampai mana ujungnya semua ini?

Ya Tuhan, lindungi kami semua dan berilah kemenangan kepada kebenaran. Aamiin.

New Year Sleep

For the first time, I didn't really enjoy "new year" vibe in 2024. I slept before 00.00 am and suddenly wake up because of the sound of fireworks. The last broken fireworks sound was in 2011, a year when my father passed away. And the sound in 2024 was more weird than 2011. I felt hurt. The sounds like punch my chest. I started to wondering, "oh, this is what Palestine people hear everyday, but it is not a firework, they are bombs which can hit their home every time".

For me, it is not a good signal to start 2024. When I heard news about earthquake and japan airline incident in Japan in the beginning of 2024, I didn't shock. The signal had been felt since before. I don't know what another incident will happen in the future during this year. Hope we are still fine.

So, for the country who still support the genocide, just think it twice before you loose your money without get anything. This year will become weird. Not because your decision about war. You are not God who can decide the life of people. But I feel God will test us with a huge disaster this year. Secure your money and people first. You will get nothing if you prefer to continue the crazy people's choice about continuing the genocide. They are just crazy and psychopath. Sure.

 

Anyway, happy new year. Whatever we will face this year, hope we are more stronger than before and hope our God always shows us the light way. Cheers!

Don't be stupid

I close my instagram account. I don't know whether this is temporary or not. The main reason is Palestine problem. I'm not sure if i can survive without IG or not. But, I just feel that my life so far is just in the people game. I am like in a pandora box, as if there is not any goodness about me. It is always about them or something that is not necessarily true. About hope that they make, not me.

I want to start my new life. From zero. My life without news from other people. Just news about the world, and about me. I live for myself. And what my purpose is just to be a servant of God. If God tell me in Quran that I must help people, than i help them because of Him. 

I feel like there are another filter opened from my cover, so that i can see more clearly. The filter is about feeling. Finally, I can feel the different between my emotion and my logic, although it is really difficult in my menstruation period. It made me happy. For example, i just realize that what I am afraid is not the people's judgement about me. I just don't like injustice, inequity. There is not any certain reason about it. I just don't like it. I feel sick every see this disgusting thing. 

There is a time when I can speak up about the injustice. But, in this age, I can see that I can't speak up for all injustice. There are some cases that the injustice give me more benefit, or at least save me from a bad luck.

Another filter is about chance. After talking with some of my friends, I realize that we often close our own opportunity because we can't see the chance. Whereas, the future is on our eyes. What make our eyes close is as simple as our prejudice. May be we have count the opportunity and the risk. However, in some cases, i saw a lot of opportunity that forget to be counted, just because we are afraid to take it or because we believe that this will not happen. I know it because I listen to my friends about their fear about something, meanwhile me.. someone beside them, have been in the fear that they talk.

I am not ok, really, for sure, but.. if I become them, I will feel better because they have what they need, something that i don't have. For example, people who love them, trust from their boss.. two things that i don't have.. yes i have, but not as much as them.. trust me, before my friends talk like that, i am really oke with my condition. After they talk like that, i feel like "oh my god, so then i am a loser?" . But, after some days, I rethink about my first filter, that after I calculate all of the probability, think too much about unfairness just make me fall to a bad luck. Oke if I am a loser right now. But if I fall to a bad luck just because of my emotion or my prejudice, then I am a stupid loser. At least I want to be a smart loser, because in our life, we can win or lose. But don't be stupid, right?

Soo.. because I am out from Instagram, I will post more here. He he he